For the life of me… I can’t travel light… it’s a joke how men and women travel.. but for me it’s not a joke… that shit is real and when someone ask me what’s there to pack so much I would love to bitch- slap them and then show what I actually packed… I don’t wear jeans and you know how difficult that makes my travelling?? I have big boobs and I don’t like attracting attention to them so scarfs, bra’s, Panties, tampons, panty fucking liners, tissues, towels, bed fucking sheets, did I mention books!! Yes BOOKS.. everything goes in there… what can I go without?? Apparently nothing… people call me high maintenance… bitch please these are basic for me.
I am sitting diagonally opposite to three very good looking guys. Two are young and possible my age and other one is reasonably old, grey beard(George Clooney kind) and man I cant stop looking at him. He is so damn good looking.. If only he dint have his parent with him or somehow i could start a conversation with him. Ok its definitely not what you think… I don’t know how matured he is but he is has this wiseass and maturity look going for him. If only he is as matured as he looks.
People act perfect..talk impeccably, walk, talk impeccable.. I wonder…. are they not tired by it? They want perfect scores, perfect kids, perfect hair… thats too much work isn’t it?? I was in restaurant today wearing a un-ironed kurta with mismatched pants and stole which i found in fresh laundry and came with footwear so mismatched that i am sure no one is going steal them. And then this lady walks in with her perfect hair, perfect jewellery and her dress so perfect that i was in awe for few minutes. Her dressing is so perfect that she is only showing how much boobs she wants to show and you know how difficult that is?? another girl who is simple but neatly dressed with nicely styled hair. and have seen that kind so many today.
When i wear a “party” in other words “perfect dressing” and make a mistake of showing my boobs you should know they either see everything or… no either or “or” by boobs are out of control and they are everywhere and all over the place. That applies to my hair and make up. Thats why the only makeup i use is eye makeup and lip gloss. Oh yeah my hairstylist is still confused why i pay him so much to tell him each and every time “make my hair cut with as minimum maintenance as possible.. i wash my hair and towel dry it and that it.. thats my hairstyle.
I am always in awe of them because how can they work so hard when its easy to be careless or not care about being perfect. Wonder whats going on their mind. But then they are the once who get maximum attention so who am i to judge. Yeah yeah i am judging but i am sure they are too…. I am sitting at a fancy ass place reading and laughing to myself with hair allover and with a not so neat dress… Am sure no one is even going to read this so i can judge all i want.
I have never seen a Ocean pink in colour. The pinks don’t do justice to the images I seen but they are not too bad 🤷🏼♀️
We(women) love attention if it means that we attracting wrong kind of people or the people who is giving attention are not right for us. We try take advantage of the person who is giving attention. Why are we like this?? This includes me too. I Have noticed this so much.. Why do we need so much attention then when we receive it don’t like it? We might not like the person who is giving the attention but we like the attention. Some times we end up suffering or end up hurting others.
I met a girl who is more like this than most. Man i am in bitchy mood today alright. So here it goes. She is good looking and all over the place. She amazes me. People CANNOT avoid her.. She is like that, she is loud, she is energetic and lovely. BUT she needs attention so much that it gets tiring to just watch her. She wears really skimpy cloths and keeps saying how men are watching her and how they should get a life and how they “getting off” looking at her. Girls(me too) enough of this bull. Lets get a life or enjoy what we reap Or change ourselves. In my case i need to avoid those people or just shut the fuck up.
A cute guy who is smiling not necessarily at me.. always brings a smile on my face and having cute butt is always a added advantage and this guy had both exceptional smile and butt.