See those 3 crows sitting.. and see my plate of amazing fish and chips… those crows were Planning a war on me who was alone. Those three and there were 4 more in various places around me. Those bitches stated slowly coming toward me one by one from all the sides. No amount of shooing was working. I was getting little scared but I was not willing to let them win. Those bitchy conieving bastards.
Thank god for the guy who came and rescued me. He did nothing he just sat near another table and those fuckers left. My Hero 😍
I think I am. Too much of romance books, sweet romance shit and imagination and a romanic ex-boyfriend and now an amazing vibrator which gives me two to three orgasms . I don’t have anyone to kiss. Where am I going to get a guy who is going to kiss me crazy let alone give me orgasms. I think I ruined myself for regular sex with a man. DAMN. I still want to feel the stubble or a couple beard on my cheeks. Strong arms around me. Its such an amazing feel. But is it worth all the trouble??
Ohh fuck, Is it the age?? Are women over 30 really this horny? Was I this horny when I was in my 20’s?? I am horny all the fucking time.. I see a good kissing scene i am getting so horny and top less guy is doing that to me too.. A guys arms and calf muscles are making me horny. I think its the age. I am looking at a guy from my laptop screen who is sitting behind and i am Horny. I am tired of using a vibrator. If only a guy takes the first step and kiss the fuck out me because give me time and I think fuck out of everything so i don’t want time. But for that i need a guy who is not scared of me. That’s getting way too difficult. And I am in India. Where am i going to get that here. I am at fault.
If you read my previous post you will know what i am talking about. I asked the same question to a person who is really close to me. This is how the conversation went..
He says ” If given some time in-between sex we(men) can muster up the same kind of eagerness for sex any given day.”
I asked him.. ” If you think of sex with every woman your attracted to, So what the point in being in love and how can you actually fall in love?
Him: He shrugs and says “There is no connection between love and sex, You can like somebody to death and still be attracted to someone else. We are just made like that”
Me: What the point in loving then?
Him: I love dogs but does that not mean I will have sex with them! In the same way I love a woman and i want to have sex with her because I love her. I want to spend time with her. But a hot girl is there i still think about sex. That does not mean I want to marry her or want to spend time with her.
Me: Then can I assume that all Men are assholes and they will cheat no matter what?
Him: Its assured that we are assholes and sure you can assume but not all of us cheat. We want to if they are attractive but thats not necessarily mean we are going to go after it. Thats what fantasies are for. We find someone who we really like and want spend time with and they are not nagging bitches the we surely won’t want to stray. He even added “if girls can be less nagging and with be good with holding a conversation and little stuff like that we quite become their lapdogs. If only women realise that.
Me: So when your life dream is Sex.. why are most of the women I know are not happy with their sex life?
Him: Well lot of players are there in a game. They love the game and they all play.. Then why are some better than others??
NOTE: India is not as cheap as you think. If you have money we have awesome stuff. You dont want to spend and complain that your not getting good stuff/stay??Doesnt work like that here. We Indians or most of us think that forigners are exotic. Personally I like everyone I mean apart from many I dont i.e. I meet lot people when am travelling and i have some good friens who are of different skin tones. What i hear from “most” of them is how bad India is or how sick and tired of India they are. Or how Indians try to sell them stuff or gawk at them or try to talk or pesture them with pics or how dirty India is or how desparate we are.
Maybe its all true. It is true I suppose. Because they do that to us too. Like gawking if we dont wear appropriate cloths or behave weriedly if we travelling alone or try to sell stuff(thats what sales men do). Lets say if i go to France or Italy with a saree am pretty sure people will gawk at me. Like in a very traditional genral indian attire. When we(Indian’s) are so eager to adapt or to try to blend in western culture why not a person who is from another country try to blend in? You land in India and see how most of us dress or behave and why not try to blend in??
You know not all of our guys are rapists!! We have some amazing guys. I agree most of them just look for a quick fuck but then which guy does not?? They try but dont judge the country with that.
I dont know what one expects when coming to India. But we are not that. We want to be western but cant seem to run away from our culture. There is 100’s of years of culture which is difficult to get away or for that matter stay with too. I personally dont want that to go away. You guys are different why not just enjoy the difference. We have both sides. Developed and very under develpoed side too.
We are colourful bunch, I might not like many stuff and there are some very very moronic stuff that happens here just like everywhere else and maybe more than some countries and less than some countries. If you prepare to judge anyways and decide to hate, why come?? Accept that we are different than you guys and then just enjoy the culture difference and ofcourse be batshit careful. Dont travel alone in the night especialy female population. Mind it I am an Indian woman and I travel alone and I am batshit Careful.
I know its me. Do you?? A beautiful beach side resort( Not too expensive but still on a higher price). Alone. Books, rain, room with amazing view, good food and walkable distance to the beach. Four absolutly blissful days. Thats my signature of being there.
While walking on the beach in search for a restaurant. A dead unwanted fish (that sounds so sad). I felt so sad for it that i could not resist sending it back to its home. Even though its home(sea) just thew it away.