I was having a “discussion” with someone about a Man who was according to rumours is a pedophile. According to the rumours he was arrested overseas and locally too. Let me get this out of the way.. He is going through a chemo therapy right now. He has a very successful business here (wherever that is) and the place is quite awesome for what its worth. He has one of the best coffees i ever tasted and the guys who work there are spectacular. They are probably the best staff i have ever seen. I met the Rumoured man in many occasions and he didn’t look “that” creepy. And the boys who work for him consider him to be the best boss ever lived on this earth. He takes cares of lot of dogs and the dogs love him to bits. And now he is living with a local divorced woman who is quote a bitch. These are the “facts” I know.
     Now coming to the discussion i was having with another woman who is friend of his! She said i can’t use quotes but it goes some thing like this “Getting attracted to kids is a kind of a disease” or something like that. She said it might be because of lot of reasons like how they were treated when they were young and etc etc and then she said she worked with a 13  years old boy who was attracted to kids. They basically can’t control the urge. So my argument goes like this “ Rapes or sex either with kids or grownup’s is usually uncontrollable. Sex happens when they are attracted and cant control or because of the urge and then you have sex. Rape happens because one person (male or a female) cannot control the urge and force themselves upon the other person. How can you actually feel sorry for someone who rapes KIDS. Even that man is amazing boss and your friend. Does doing that kind of things to kids make it ok?
 You know i might be completely wrong here. Don’t most of us control the “urge” even when we want to jump on the someone. Man, i control myself like fuck. So is this like “Lolitha” should we feel sorry for his need to fuck kids? and be fine and good with it because he can serve good coffee and can talk normally? Or am i a prude to think like that?

Attention seeking whores

We(women) love attention if it means that we attracting wrong kind of people or the people who is giving attention are not right for us. We try take advantage of the person who is giving attention. Why are we like this?? This includes me too. I Have noticed this so much.. Why do we need so much attention then when we receive it don’t like it? We might not like the person who is giving the attention but we like the attention. Some times we end up suffering or end up hurting others.

I met a girl who is more like this than most. Man i am in bitchy mood today alright. So here it goes. She is good looking and all over the place. She amazes me. People CANNOT avoid her.. She is like that, she is loud, she is energetic and lovely. BUT she needs attention so much that it gets tiring to just watch her. She wears really skimpy cloths and keeps saying how men are watching her and how they should get a life and how they “getting off” looking at her. Girls(me too) enough of this bull. Lets get a life or enjoy what we reap Or change ourselves. In my case i need to avoid those people or just shut the fuck up.

Fake orgasm

Another sex topic with another friend. For someone who has no sex life I sure talk a lot about sex. Anyways today question is how come the guy/man does not know when a woman who he is in such a intimate relation where he is literally is inside her does not know or care that she is fake orgasming!!

Is it that difficult to satisfy us?? Or are we that good actors? Damn my Bob(vibrator) does not have that problem. He gave me 3 amazing orgasm's today and the other day 5 😂😂😂. I seduce my self and ask Bob to come out. So guys I know you are not as amazing as Bob but you can't be that careless or bad right.. or not 🤷🏼‍♀️

Having sexual urge is like having food everyday for Men! Right?? Then how is that the source of your happiness is not always sexually happy? Am not talking about everyone.. but yeah you guys should think how many are faking it..

Dick pics

Wish I hadn't deleted the Pic he sent me… right after he said he would marry me and right after sending his dick picture and asking if I want to marry him he asks me to reduce weight and then he talks about how he amazing he is in bed.. and how he will make me moan..

Did he think that would be the selling point? Did he think that I would be ok with having sex with just because he said he would marry me…

What's with men and their obsession with their dicks?? Why the fuck would a girl wants to see the dick first? Well if you are really attracted maybe you wouldn't mind.. or for fun too but for fuck sake why… why??

Ruined for sex?

stock-vector-girl-cry-pop-art-vintage-comic-retro-background-263336555I think I am. Too much of romance books, sweet romance shit and imagination and a romanic ex-boyfriend and now an amazing vibrator which gives me two to three orgasms .  I don’t have anyone to kiss. Where am I going to get a guy who is going to kiss me crazy let alone give me orgasms. I think I ruined myself for regular sex with a man. DAMN. I still want to feel the stubble or a couple beard on my cheeks. Strong arms around me. Its such an amazing feel. But is it worth all the trouble??


Ohh fuck, Is it the age?? Are women over 30 really this horny? Was I this horny when I was in my 20’s?? I am horny all the fucking time.. I see a good kissing scene i am getting so horny and top less guy is doing that to me too.. A guys arms and calf muscles are making me horny. I think its the age. I am looking at a guy from my laptop screen who is sitting behind and i am Horny. I am tired of using a vibrator. If only a guy takes the first step and kiss the fuck out me because give me time and I think fuck out of everything so i don’t want time. But for that i need a guy who is not scared of me. That’s getting way too difficult. And I am in India. Where am i going to get that here. I am at fault.

Answer!!! Does this make sense??

If you read my previous post you will know what i am talking about. I asked the same question to a person who is really close to me. This is how the conversation went..

He says ” If given some time in-between sex we(men) can muster up the same kind of eagerness for sex any given day.”

I asked him.. ” If you think of sex with every woman your attracted to, So what the point in being in love and how can you actually fall in love?

Him: He shrugs and says “There is no connection between love and sex, You can like somebody to death and still be attracted to someone else. We are just made like that”

Me: What the point in loving then?

Him: I love dogs but does that not mean I will have sex with them! In the same way I love a woman and i want to have sex with her because I love her. I want to spend time with her. But a hot girl is there i still think about sex. That does not mean I want to marry her or want to spend time with her.

Me: Then can I assume that all Men are assholes and they will cheat no matter what?

Him: Its assured that we are assholes and sure you can assume but not all of us cheat. We want to if they are attractive but thats not necessarily mean we are going to go after it. Thats what fantasies are for. We find someone who we really like and want spend time with and they are not nagging bitches the we surely won’t want to stray. He even added “if girls can be less nagging and with be good with holding a conversation and little stuff like that we quite become their lapdogs. If only women realise that.

Me: So when your life dream is Sex.. why are most of the women I know are not happy with their sex life?

Him: Well lot of players are there in a game. They love the game and they all play.. Then why are some better than others??