I am sitting diagonally opposite to three very good looking guys. Two are young and possible my age and other one is reasonably old, grey beard(George Clooney kind) and man I cant stop looking at him. He is so damn good looking.. If only he dint have his parent with him or somehow i could start a conversation with him. Ok its definitely not what you think… I don’t know how matured he is but he is has this wiseass and maturity look going for him. If only he is as matured as he looks.
People act perfect..talk impeccably, walk, talk impeccable.. I wonder…. are they not tired by it? They want perfect scores, perfect kids, perfect hair… thats too much work isn’t it?? I was in restaurant today wearing a un-ironed kurta with mismatched pants and stole which i found in fresh laundry and came with footwear so mismatched that i am sure no one is going steal them. And then this lady walks in with her perfect hair, perfect jewellery and her dress so perfect that i was in awe for few minutes. Her dressing is so perfect that she is only showing how much boobs she wants to show and you know how difficult that is?? another girl who is simple but neatly dressed with nicely styled hair. and have seen that kind so many today.
When i wear a “party” in other words “perfect dressing” and make a mistake of showing my boobs you should know they either see everything or… no either or “or” by boobs are out of control and they are everywhere and all over the place. That applies to my hair and make up. Thats why the only makeup i use is eye makeup and lip gloss. Oh yeah my hairstylist is still confused why i pay him so much to tell him each and every time “make my hair cut with as minimum maintenance as possible.. i wash my hair and towel dry it and that it.. thats my hairstyle.
I am always in awe of them because how can they work so hard when its easy to be careless or not care about being perfect. Wonder whats going on their mind. But then they are the once who get maximum attention so who am i to judge. Yeah yeah i am judging but i am sure they are too…. I am sitting at a fancy ass place reading and laughing to myself with hair allover and with a not so neat dress… Am sure no one is even going to read this so i can judge all i want.
I was having a “discussion” with someone about a Man who was according to rumours is a pedophile. According to the rumours he was arrested overseas and locally too. Let me get this out of the way.. He is going through a chemo therapy right now. He has a very successful business here (wherever that is) and the place is quite awesome for what its worth. He has one of the best coffees i ever tasted and the guys who work there are spectacular. They are probably the best staff i have ever seen. I met the Rumoured man in many occasions and he didn’t look “that” creepy. And the boys who work for him consider him to be the best boss ever lived on this earth. He takes cares of lot of dogs and the dogs love him to bits. And now he is living with a local divorced woman who is quote a bitch. These are the “facts” I know.
Now coming to the discussion i was having with another woman who is friend of his! She said i can’t use quotes but it goes some thing like this “Getting attracted to kids is a kind of a disease” or something like that. She said it might be because of lot of reasons like how they were treated when they were young and etc etc and then she said she worked with a 13 years old boy who was attracted to kids. They basically can’t control the urge. So my argument goes like this “ Rapes or sex either with kids or grownup’s is usually uncontrollable. Sex happens when they are attracted and cant control or because of the urge and then you have sex. Rape happens because one person (male or a female) cannot control the urge and force themselves upon the other person. How can you actually feel sorry for someone who rapes KIDS. Even that man is amazing boss and your friend. Does doing that kind of things to kids make it ok?
You know i might be completely wrong here. Don’t most of us control the “urge” even when we want to jump on the someone. Man, i control myself like fuck. So is this like “Lolitha” should we feel sorry for his need to fuck kids? and be fine and good with it because he can serve good coffee and can talk normally? Or am i a prude to think like that?
We(women) love attention if it means that we attracting wrong kind of people or the people who is giving attention are not right for us. We try take advantage of the person who is giving attention. Why are we like this?? This includes me too. I Have noticed this so much.. Why do we need so much attention then when we receive it don’t like it? We might not like the person who is giving the attention but we like the attention. Some times we end up suffering or end up hurting others.
I met a girl who is more like this than most. Man i am in bitchy mood today alright. So here it goes. She is good looking and all over the place. She amazes me. People CANNOT avoid her.. She is like that, she is loud, she is energetic and lovely. BUT she needs attention so much that it gets tiring to just watch her. She wears really skimpy cloths and keeps saying how men are watching her and how they should get a life and how they “getting off” looking at her. Girls(me too) enough of this bull. Lets get a life or enjoy what we reap Or change ourselves. In my case i need to avoid those people or just shut the fuck up.